The future’s gonna be tougher. I’m no longer sure about us already.
How many times must I fucking cry to sleep.
As much as I want this to last…… it has to end some day earlier. Why do love die so easily? Why do feelings fade? The thought of this scares me so much. It feels like it’s a must to go though hell again, maybe not now, but some day.
Sometimes when I notice myself getting too attached to you, I force myself back. I don’t wanna be too dependent on you, I don’t wanna love someone too much that I will lose myself ever again. This suck.
I know that every relationship has its set of problems, some more serious than others and no matter what they always will, but it’s sad when couples can’t come to an agreement that would benefit the both. When arguments and fights don’t get solved and the problem gets thrown to the side I call it “The battle of the hearts”. The girl won’t say anything until he does, and he won’t say anything until she does and they’ll both play the blame game, ripping each others hearts out. I dislike how we are all full of pride that sometimes we’d rather not apologize for what we did, just so we can stay true to ourselves, when sometimes an apology is all that is needed.
I honestly think that’s where the problems lies. We need to be able to take responsibility, both of you are in the relationship and both are you are accountable for making things right, or at least trying. Communication is the key. I know that with being with another person, one has his or her own set of values, expectations, preferences and likes and there are bound to be some clashes, but without communication, nothing gets resolved. Talking to each other is the base of any relationship, and without that the relationship will crumble.
A relationship has to be built around this, without it there can be no hope of a strong and serious relationship ever happening. Without trust, whatever else happens has absolutely no meaning. Space is needed to breathe, take positive steps to spending time with each other but understanding that giving space doesn’t mean you’re going anywhere. You need to stop yourself before things happen and they get uncontrollable. Be mature about it and explain to your partner that you want to make things right, that it doesn’t matter who’s right or wrong. That the relationship means more to you, than any ego you can have. <3